Tortured and yet thankful for the opportunities
Because no matter what they say, most things are conditional
When you love something so much, is it obession or pain?
I have more than others
Yet still yearn for the past, missed chances, missed people
Please explain this
To mean anything should happiness cancel out all pain?
Only it if it brings calm
I know what I know and only wish to know more if it gives me strength
I've had those moments. They are preserved like gems in my memories
Just see me, know me, sense me, call out to me
Wish it would last
Forever and ever and ever and ever
Don't leave me
I'm still on a journey. Keep me guided, strong and in faith
Those whom I love and those who pass me by.