Ambition, expectation, my sense of adventure and the disappointment I
quite frequently come across are never the easiest things to manage. It isn't easy - the heart and the mind find themselves in a state of conflict. Periodically, I have to remind myself of what I already know:
"When you find your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have
sufficient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat, and despair
are the tools God uses to show us the way." Paulo Coelho
Wise words.